25 September 2007

Lonely dog over a blue sea...


Lonely dog over a blue sea...
Originally uploaded by margiana.

I have been sick for almost a week now and I am not completely ok.. but I will go to work on Thursday, if not I will also upload the pictures of the Mexican trip!
I am aware I don't have the ability to be concise but I couldn't help to upload so many pictures. And this is the same period of the year in which our honeymoon took place and I wish I could be there instead of at home with different parts of my body aching.

I should also clean my garden and prepare it for the winter but I like it when fall steps slowly in it and leave it naturally shabby!

I am reading a lot and I am joining some politics lately. Here in Italy the Government is really a complicated and polluted field! And I am a very environment oriented girl who'd love to CLEAN it out. Not sure we'll be able to do it but at least we can try.
I have project to complete and aim to reach... I only hope I could have more time to dedicate to the things I really care for.
But I only need to be more energetic and to organize my time:-) I can do it!

22 September 2007

September


Greek lunch
Originally uploaded by margiana.

... I find myself in a perfect September mood. I am sick at home with my throat on fire... but am slowly recovering.
I have more time to read and to listen to the music and my thoughts fly away. That is how I end up filling to-do-lists and aims to reach!
Am I ready for the leaves to fall? Ready for the changing colours? Ready for the rain and the cold?
Wish I was in this small restaurant in a far away lonely beach of Santorini, to taste the simplicity of an home made greek meal!

18 September 2007

Hands


Hands
Originally uploaded by margiana.

I haven't been able to write on the blog lately... had a lack of inspiration or...worse... a lack of 'sharing-feeling'..but I hope I am 'recovering'.
I spent most of August working and double-working, plus trying to soothe wounded hearts... That's all! No vacation, no days off...
We finally found 2 days to hide far away from here, shut down cell phones, disconnect our brains from everybody around us, and catch the wave of our souls according the wind on the Adriatic sea and the smell of the pines of Sirolo.
We celebrated our first anniversary in peace with the surrounding nature, and with us.
I finally had the time to recharge my batteries swimming in a clean and blue sea and spending time with Andrea.
I feel a little better now, and I am ready to put things in the right place and get prepared for the fall and winter.

01 August 2007

Aurora Surgit


Altarcloth, Friar and Door
Originally uploaded by margiana.

Last Sunday we went to Monteveglio, a small medieval town on the hills around Bologna. Monteveglio is famous because of the Regional Park of the Monteveglio Abbey and its naturalistic sites, and because of the Abbey. The characteristic village is really impressive. By the way we went there because at 6am there was a concert in the Abbey of sacred music 'Aurora Surgit'. We took place in the presbytery because the church was unexpected crowded. Of course the view was not the best but we only had to listen to the concert... and I can tell you that it has been really a spiritual experience. Other than the pleasantness of the music in the early morning, it was the whole event. The Abbey, the friars, the words and the prayers... yes, prayers which spontaneously came to my mind...
Prayers of gratitude or requests of happiness for friends and family... the music and the architecture of the church simply helped the contact with the Spirit.
After the sacred music we all moved outside and the musicians played 'Le laudi e gli augelli' (hymn of praise to birds) and some ancient folk songs while the village was awakening and the birds were flying from one roof to another...

It has been an EXPERIENCE. Later the village offered the breakfast for everybody and then, my friend Irene (who works for the park) guided a naturalistic walk in the park.

What a beautiful and fulfilling sunday!

20 July 2007

Colpa delle balene arancioni

Last night we attended the reading of a book written by Davide, a friend of ours..
The reading was organized into a restoration laboratory and the environment was pretty charming.
What a pity my camera did not worked, I would have taken a lot of pics.
By the way, we drank and eat a lot and enjoyed the reading of this funny romance...
Of course we bought the book 'Colpa delle balene arancioni' and enjoyed the company of good friends.
We went home late but happy.
It's so nice to observe the face of a person whose dream comes true!

19 July 2007

Hot and sunny days...


Waiting for the sun!
Originally uploaded by margiana.

What do you think I am doing other than working?...just sleeping.
That's it.
I do work, attempt to faint, go back home and sleep.
When I baby sit the twins I also try to sleep on the bus.
That's all... I sleep, wake up to go to work, eat and sleep...

13 July 2007

The Circus - Charlie Chaplin


The Circus - Charlie Chaplin
Originally uploaded by margiana.

A friend of us came to visit and we had a good dinner at Il Tinello right downtown... under the Two Towers.
After a good conversation we had a walk in Piazza Maggiore where there was the projection of The Circus by Charlie Chaplin with the music played by the Orchestra of the Municipal Theatre of Bologna and directed by Timothy Brock who's the one who also restored the music of The Gold Rush.
Last saturday we watched The Gold Rush always in Piazza Maggiore... I can tell you that was a real emotional experience!
Piazza Maggiore is a beautiful italian square... that represents most of the history of this city, changing during the centuries and adapting to the changing society needs... but it's still the heart of the city. Protected by the traffic noises. Closed in its own narcissism, surrounded by cafés and expensive shops, yet still a place where children can run after pigeons free from the dangers of the cars. But at night, in front of a black screen, it has been breathtaking to see this square crowded in every little space. Everybody with its own little differences of culture, age and social class... all there to listen to the music and watch this masterpiece.
It was great to hear everybody laughing at the same moment in such a serious square... all laughing to a movie of the 1927, all appreciating the great music performed by this orchestra... all having the same shivers at the same time... because it's a movie of sentiments... and those appear to be always the same and to speak to every kind of audience.

06 July 2007

Faces


Faces - John Marley
Originally uploaded by margiana.

It's been a while since I don't write in here... but I have been exhausted in these last 2 weeks. The combination of work and heat simply knocked me down. In these two days off I am trying to recover.


Last night Andrea and I had a very pleasant evening. We had dinner at Rosso San Martino and then a walk in the ancient Jewish ghetto, still one of the best place in Bologna... later on an ice cream at Gianni and then we ended up in Piazza Maggiore.


I do love Bologna in the summer and it is not a common thing. I love the fact that in July the city is empty in the week-ends (people go to the beach) and I definitively love the city in August when you can go around the city and feel you are living in a ghost town.

There are places you never notice during the rest of the year, and you have a different awareness of who is walking next to you or simply meets your look. It all becomes more intense. I feel I float in a dense liquid of emotions, feelings, thoughts... and I love this feeling.
And we ended up in Piazza Maggiore where there is the XXI edition of 'Il cinema ritrovato' and they were showing Faces by John Cassavetes, a totally restored film, presented by Ben Gazzara who also speaks a perfect italian.


I love this location: Piazza Maggiore silent and dark, different persons with different cultures and background sit as a special audience to see a piece of history of the cinema. It is such a great experience for my heart. I loved it loved it loved it!
Morover, the movie is so much into 'faces' that the perception of the faces around me and their features almost overwhelmed me.
We finally had another walk at midnight to reach the car... and the disappearing of the people from Piazza Maggiore was another beautiful show.

22 June 2007

Eat and drink in company


Marciana Marina
Originally uploaded by margiana.

My Spice-Girl-friends and I got back from our 'girls vacation' yesterday.
It has been perfect... like all our vacations. We enjoyed the driving to Piombino and then the ferryboat to Portoferraio. We ate a lot of 'schiaccine' and drank a lot of water, enjoyed the beach and the swimming pool but the key-words of this trip was 'eat and relax'.
We ate good dinner and light lunch, and snacked with tons of peaches and cherries and apricots that we carried in our thermos bags. We went to sleep so early at night that the hotel concierge laughed at us.
Of course we were all awake at 6.30am ready to enjoy big breakfasts on the terrace.
Too bad we had to come back so early! And of course today I was too relaxed to work again.... but I have my week end off and can exercise in sleeping and relaxing a little more...

07 June 2007

Engine number 1 clear to start up...... or not?


Engine number 1 clear to start up...... or not?
Originally uploaded by margiana.

There's not a lot going on in my life in these days if not... working, getting soaked to the bones because of the constant rain, cleaning and trying to survive a confused schedule to manage 2 different jobs, an house, a garden, a cat and an husband... plus friends.
I'm looking forward a 3 day vacation with my Spice-Girl-Friends to Isola d'Elba... hopefully also a 3 days of sun!

23 May 2007

Spoiled!

This morning I had to go to work at 4am since there were a couple of special charter flights to Athens because of the Football Champions League Final fans.
I woke up at 3 and while riding the bike to work it also rained a little so to raise the percentage of humidity in the air...

By the way, at 11.15 I was already home. I had a shower and then had lunch by friend Patty.

After lunch Patty, Fabiola and I headed to the beautician for a beauty-treatment!

Yes! To award Patty and me for the support in a difficult moment of her life, Fabiola gave us as a gift a beauty treatment on our choice!

I just got home from this super-special-relaxing-exfoliating-scrub made with a some special kind of salt and essential oils! I feel brand-new...except that I am so relaxed I wish I could just lay on the beach and sleep until tomorrow... when I should be ready for another hot day at work!
I am happy!

21 May 2007

Cherries


Cherries
Originally uploaded by margiana.

We finally picked the cherries. Unfortunately the blackbirds ate most of it and we got just a little... but they tasted good.
I worked in the week end, but it has been good. It's hot but a little windy and working with this weather is good.... I wish it could be like this the whole summer... but I guess I'll melt before the end of june.
By the way. On Sunday I came back home for lunch and Andrea was in the backyard cooking at the bbq. It was so nice to arrive tired from work and find the lunch ready, the table made and a lot of delicious salads and grilled veggies and for me a good piece of sirloin grilled with thyme and rosemary. All together with a good glass of Lambrusco.
To finish, strawberries and whipped cream.
Yes, I am spoiled!

11 May 2007

Be a blood donor but don't go to Mexico!

My Spice-friend and I decided to become donors of blood. There are several reasons for this:
  1. in Italy blood supplies are really scarse;
  2. we can get blood tests for free;
  3. they give a coupon for a free-breakfast;
  4. you can stay home from work and being payed anyway;

It all started because of the good cause; then we all found out that we needed a blood test for one reason or another; we love to have breakfast together but above all it never happen that we have a day off all together (we work in shifts).

But it isn't working right:

  • one is pregnant;
  • another had her period;
  • the third had to undergo a small surgery;

Patrizia and I decided to go!

To tell you the truth I am not really brave when it comes to blood, so the day before I really put myself in the preparation for a 'special' day. I drank some 3 liters of water (it is very important to drink), I relaxed and tried to do, read and listen to only good things so to be in a good mood. We reached the place and filled up a survey, then somebody stung my third finger of the left hand to test the glucose, then I had to go for the last visit (preamble: I already did all those things the first time I went there and after a tons of blood tests and visits and surveys they declared I was suitable to donate my blood)...by the way I went in for the visit and the doctor examined the survey and I answered to the question if I travelled in the last 4 months I answered yes. The doctor asked me where exactly I travelled and showed me a map so that I could pin the trip.... I thought she was interested in my trip but... she prohibits me to donate for the next 6 months since that area is at risk for malaria and some dozen other illness. I was really frustrated. I went to assist my friend in her generous act and was almost fainting for that. But we had our free breakfast and our day off.

My question is why they don't tell those things in first place?

08 May 2007

The saga has an end...

...Hopefully!
I just started cleaning my clothes with my new washing machine. Hurrà!

06 May 2007

Is it a dream?

I was in Santorini with Andrea and had a little walk by my own while he was looking at dolphins from a cliff. I walked some 200 mts from him and the landscape was a lunar-volcanic view but with white earth.
Around me several tourists and local inhabitants... also a seaside holiday camp with a lots of baby girls barely walking because of 2-3 years old, all dressed with pink swimsuite.
I was looking at the sea when a big agricultural machinery crashed dangerously next to me.
I went close to the equipment to see if somebody was hurt but nobody was in.
I started walking away when a big wave, like a high tide started reaching the cliff where I was.
I looked around and it appeared like a normal thing to all... people were walking like if nothing strange was happening while the water submerged them. I was scared after a wave flood over the summer-camp girls, but nobody was really caring.
People started swimming. I followed two old ladies and asked them if there was a path by their way and they said:- 'Yes, 10 minutes walking or 20 minutes swimming', so I followed them until I lost them.
I kept on swimming and it was all normal until... the water faded away and I started walking, finding myself in Stazione Termini (central train station in Rome) in the square where there was my High School. There was no water there but I was soaked through.
I looked like an homeless at that time. I lost my cell phone and everything that was in my pocket, and I did not know how to reach Andrea. So I started looking around for a 200lire coin that I needed to call Andrea from a public phone (note: we do not use Lira anymore but Euro now... so it must have been some years ago).
Of course I did not have any so I started asking around behaving like an homeless asking for charity. Nobody gave me a coin maybe because I kept asking for 200lira????
By the way, I finally entered a shop that I usually go in but nobody recognized me until I found a girl who works as a cachier who decided to give me some coins, but she gave me very small coins like 1-2-5 cents and none of the public phone I went in accepted such a small coins. I didn't know what happened to Andrea.
Then I woke up.
Basically I was not scared or anxious but it was all so surreal that I was really confused.
Is it a dream or reality?

04 May 2007

The washing machine saga...

Ok, the washing machine is here and we put it in its place. It is beautiful and has all the tools and programs that an old 12 years old one doesn't have. And I was anxious of washing the pile of dirty clothes I accumulate in the last week... the problem is...: it doesn't respond to the program. The knob is probably broken inside and it doesn't work how it should.
I'll call the costumer service and ask for assistance.
Why everytime I have my 'spiritual crisis' I have to deal with such earthy problems?
Sometimes I'd really like to be Samantha Stephens in Bewitched. She wouldn't pass through all this to have clean clothes!
By the way, I know the deepness of my post is dropping seriously but my brain is slowly going into 'sleep mode'. I hope I'll return in me soon... in the meanwhile, you'll read about silly things!
... like always on this blog though!

02 May 2007

Clean clothes?

No way. The washing machine is still not here. It had to arrive on the 30th and Andrea and I made shift to stay home but... nobody arrived. This morning I called the courier but they can't tell me exactly at what time it will arrive and I have to go babysit in an hour.
Argggggh!
Moreover I still did not signed the contract with the airport (the contract is not ready yet... I don't see the difficulties in printing out a document that is always the same) and I still don't know at what time I'll go to work tomorrow. Is it possible? How is it possible?
Argggggh!
I am a freaky, frustrated, psychotic, with dirty clothes!

30 April 2007

Back to work.

This morning the chief of personnel of the airport call me back to know if I can get back to work the 3rd of may. They just give me 3 days advice. Full time for 6 more months... then... ?
I should really think of something else.

28 April 2007

Broken (Elisa)

Hard times flowing and my eyes couldn’t see stars shining
My heart couldn’t feel the beauty of the rising sun
And I’m lost like a bottle that floats in the sea for ever
Will somebody pick up my hope?
Will somebody try?
Will I realize?
’cause it’s broken broken
Something got broken like stolen
Stolen, like if it was stolen
And hurting, hurting I have been hurting and now
Only time will tell
Time will heal
Just pieces of truth thatI chose to keep
No matter if now they are gone
No matter if I am alone
Still I can get back on my feet and walk on
As I know there was something to learn
I know there will always be more worth moving on for
Though, it’s broken broken
Something got broken like stolen
Stolen, like if it was stolen
And hurting hurting
I have been hurting and now
Only time will tell ’cause it’s broken broken
Something got broken like stolen
Stolen, like if it was stolen
And hurting hurting
I have been hurting and now
Only time will tell
I’d love to be one of those colorful early summer days
When everybody is happy that you came
Everybody smiles back at you as soon as your eyes cross their eyes
But something has to happen first
I know winter has to come before it blossoms
So it’s broken broken
Something got broken like stolen
Stolen, like if it was stolen
And hurting hurting I have been hurting and now
Only time will tell ‘cause it’s broken broken
Something got broken like stolen
Stolen, like if it was stolen
And hurting hurting
I have been hurting and now
Only time will tell Time will heal

26 April 2007

Washing machine

Have you ever tried to live without washing machine? Maybe you are not crazy like me and the clean clothes... maybe I am just sick... but it is scary how much I depend on that tool.
2 days ago the 12 years old washing machine told me good bye in a valley of tears and now I feel lonely:-(
Yesterday we went to help a friend of us to assemble her Ikea furnitures and I brought with me some dirty clothes... and used her washing machine. By 11pm we already ordered a new one online. I don't know if I'll resist until the delivery.
I feel a little psychotic lately!

24 April 2007

Sunny day!

Yesterday Andrea had a small car accident. A guy hit our car on Andrea's side, but the most important thing is that nobody was hurt.
So this morning I had to go to the garage to see how much it will be... but the guy's insurance will pay everything (since it was all his fault) and I hope everything will be solved soon.

Since Fabiola is on vacation in NYC, she lended me her car and I am 'free' to go wherever I want.
So I went to visit Zita and together we had a good lunch and chats at the Trattoria del Rosso S. Martino where you can eat a complete meal (primo first-course, second course, sweet or coffe, 1/2lt water, 1/4 lt wine) all for 10 euros.
After that I got my coffe at Terzi (I got the sweet, a small ricotta cream with amaretto), and then we had a long walk to Zita's home where we finished our chats.
I took the car and went to buy some food since tomorrow the shops are closed because it's a national holiday.
Did I told you I bought a beautiful pair of sandals. I really love those! Are super comfortable and really good looking to me.
Well after those spending money (but not useless, since I provided food and shoes) I went to the nursery to buy some aromatics and cherry tomatoes, strawberries and a couple of flower plants.
Back home I did some gardening and then cooked some vegetables.
Andrea is out with a friend and I enjoy the silence of the house and a good book.
It has been a good day after all.

23 April 2007

Time to do something!

I am still in a cloud of confusion but I'll try at least to move on another one!
Yesterday I did my best to pull out weeds in the front yard and started to hoeg the ground a little since I want to plant some more grass. I shortened the fence and cleaned the ground from the leaves. I did all this while listening to my ipod playing spanish . The fun thing of course was that there was silence around me except for me repeating spanish words and phrases:-)
What else? I'm still babysitting the twins and really really waiting for the new PC.
That's all for now and then.

16 April 2007

I should.......

I should....
  • clean the house;
  • plant the grass in the garden;
  • iron a mountain pile of clothes;
  • do the laundry;
  • find the documents for the income tax return;
  • grocery shopping;
  • eat less and move more;
  • read a couple of unfinished books;
  • decide about a job;

..... and a lot more...

11 April 2007

Enough!

Yesterday we finally got home after the Easter visit to my family.
While driving from Rome to Bologna, over a crowded road, surrounded by the sweet landscape of Lazio, Toscana and Umbria, thoughts and dreams and pictures came to my mind.
The nervous and anxiety of my whole family makes me feel everything else always peaceful.
And I reconsider my life.... always... it's like a 'new year's resolution' everytime I go away from Rome.
I look next to me, and there's Andrea reading about a possible new car to buy (just dreaming for now!), and analyzes the 'greenest' one.
In the back of the car Monocolo bears the travel.
I need to give vent to my thoughts and I drown Andrea under a river of words.

I love Andrea, love him so much. I feel the 2 of us are a 'team'.
I feel we can share our good thoughts.
I love the way we try to be more and more environmental oriented and how we put ourselves in those things... and I feel I can change the world together with him!
I don't need much money;
I want to save some money and stop buying useless things;
I want to share more;
I want to give more;
I want to be happy just because I am healthy and loved and love.
That's enough!

05 April 2007

Isla Holbox and back home!

After Playa del Carmen we took a bus to Cancun and another one to Chiquilà, than a little boat to Isla Holbox. We stayed in a nice hotel run by an italian (what's that? where are all those italian in Italy?) called La Palapa in a beautiful rpom overlooking the ocean.
We forgot who we were and where we were.... we mingled with the population playing tombola in the main square and playing bagatelle table (I'm not sure it's what I meant!) with the children.
We woke up at dawn to dive in the clear waters and to have a long walk while picking up beautiful shells. Then back to the village where we had breakfast in the nicest place I've ever been... a gigantic ensalada de frutas y yogurt y granola y miel and a gigantic jugo de mango.

Then back to the beach to see the fisherman's return and the cleaning of the nets and the food for the birds.

Out of time and space!

After this dream we did the trip back to Cancun in the rickety bus crowded with mexican only who became superhappy when Andrea and I (foreigners) bought some 'handmade' snacks from the pitchman who stepped up on the bus and got up after a couple of miles.
Back in Cancun and at the airport we had to deal with a herd of italian with sombreros (please note that in the whole Yucatan and in the states of the south nobody wears sombrero which is typical in the north instead) and already complaining for everything.
We've been lucky to be the first 2 in row and to go away from them as soon as possible. Unfortunately we had the chance to see their rudeness while ordering water at the bar desk or by being superloud in the passangers area.
Then 10 and half hours to Rome and another 1 to Bologna. Finally home.
The garden is blasting flowers all over and Monocolo is happy we're home as much as we're happy to see him. We really missed him!
I woke up at 12.45pm and I'll be sleepy in a couple of hours. I need to clean the house and the clothes and need to prepare to leave to Rome tomorrow to visit for Easter.

It will take a while to 'digest' this combination of colours, tastes, faces, and views we have been through in those last 15 days.
It has not been a picture-tour even if we shoot a lot, I'm sure none of those pics will transmit anything we felt. I've always been out of time, of frame or moving.
But the pictures that slide slowly in my mind are way too beautiful to be remembered!

01 April 2007

Viva Mexico!

From Tulum we arrived in Playa del Carmen after only 1hour drive:-)
We got out of the bus and the 'global so-called-civilization' hit our face violently!
We booked the hotel via internet the day before coming to Playa and we really got a good deal since the place is right a block from 5Avenida (the strip of Playa) and it's really a nice place, run by italian.
Italian seems to be everywhere. In Tulum the Hemingway cabañas was run by Paola, and other cabañas by other italians!
By the way. Playa is just like Riccione and Rimini on the Adriatic Riviera. A place to buy and eat and eat and drink and buy and dance and eat and drink and have fun.
This morning we went to the beach and it was cool. Of course we had to forget the feeling of freedom we got used in Tulum, where the only shadow was that of a palm and the only worry was the cocunut shaking dangerously over our heads.
Here is all very Cool, Hip, In, Trendy, Sophisticated.... and so on.
We had a group of rich italian next to us. All dark tanned and with Giorgio Armani and Dolce e Gabbana swimsuits. The men were way too trendy... trying to copy Berlusconi in shapes and attitudes; women too old to expose their 'nudities' to the world but too vain to cover them....
Poor guys.
Playa looks like an American city. Americans are everywhere, everybody speaks english and there are 2 Starbucks on the main road.

By the way, we decided to give ourselves a little last present before going back home.... tomorrow we'll reach Holbox, a small, lonely island north of Cancun with nothing else than a place to stay and the beach and the birds and the shells.
Italo (an italian guy working in Tulum) told us of how he felt in love with that island, and we decided to go. We already called another italian guy (and then we talk of The Family!!!) and we booked this room for our last 2 mexican nights!
We're looking forward it.
We'll miss this country!
Write more from Italy in 4-5 days.

29 March 2007

Finally Caribe!

Tulum....
After 16 hours of bus we got to the ocean.
We found those cabañas right on the beach. It is more than I have ever imagined. The only mole is the cost... they charged us 130USD for a night in a cabañas = a cabin with a roof made of palm leaves and a bed with a mosquito net... yes there's also a bathroom and some iguanas on the roof and some lizards in the room... but we don't care as long as everybody stays in its place.
The cool thing is that we are on the beach of Tulum... which is absolutely beautiful.
Last night we went to bed at 7pm (there's no electricity and the night is really dark out there) and this morning we woke up at dawn, put our swimsuit and went for a walk on the beach, then had a dive in the warm caribbean ocean and a great breakfast. The rest was... going in and out of the ocean and read and write and talk and enjoy the palm over us always paying attention to the 'dancing' coconuts over our heads.
Wow, how hard is living like this....
Tomorrow we'll go to Playa del Carmen and then in some other place...

27 March 2007

San Cristobal de las Casas

From Merida we took a night bus to Palenque, where we arrived after 8 hours of sleep.
We arrived in Juarez around 6/6.30am and the light of the sunrise was yellow and beatiful stretching all the shades, which is strange here since the light is always white and the shades are always short.
The crowded small city of Juarez grows at the border with the ruins, a city of touristic services and place where to eat. Really colourful. We leave the backpack at the bus station at the baggage depot and then wait for the first free combi (small buses that transport local people around the places... you just wait in the middle f the streets and scream your destination!) to the ruins.
We arrived there around 7 but it open at 8 and we had the time to assist the preparation of the small market that borns every morning in the proximity of the ruins entrance. The indios come out from the jungle bushes with all their sacks and prepare little benches with their stuff to sell or things to cook or fuits.
I made a deal for a coconut and the guy made a hole with the machete and put the (ever present) straw in it, so that I could restore from the long night in the bus with a high airconditioning system. This coconut had a special taste to me. We were in the middle of the jungle, surrounded by indios and by this overwhelming nature and I was sipping a real coconut juice.
The ruins of Palenque left me speechless again. I have no words to express my feeling and the jumps by heart did while in this place. The jungle almost 'eats' the ruins and there's a soundtrack of verses from the 'shouting monkey' and the tucanos and other animals. There weren't a lot of turists and we just step over all the ruins possible. From up above the El Palacio there's a view of the valley which really impress the senses.
It's unbelievable those people made all this with no metal supplies or animals or wheels.
El Templo de las Inscriptiones and that of la Cruz are really beautiful.
But the jungle is queen in this environment.
We exit the ruins after a walk in the jungle, passing rios and waterfall and wood bridges and encountering snakes and spiders.
After that we visited the museums and waited for another combi to go back to the bus station. This one was very typical. There were some 4 locals inside and it was literally without door, and the engine was bursting weird noises every 200mts.
It has been a fun ride.
A 5 hours bus to San Cristobal awaited us.
It has been a silenced trip. Andrea took some drugs to refrain the carsickness and started sleeping, and I wasn't able to read or write anything since the road was curves and curves and curves.
So I watched outside.
From the 80 meters of Palenque we reached the 2160 of meters San Cristobal de las Casas, driving throung the rich vegetation of the Lacadona forest.
I was impressed. Going up was just green and blue, the forest and the sky. After a couple of hours the view was incredible... the valleys down there and the Altos on the other side.
We encountered a lot of small cabañas villages (small in order of 4-5 cabañas) where the indios live.
It was Sunday and the children were mostly dressed with a white shirt and almost looking elegant. The women all wearing the traditional clothes (even if they dress like this always) and family going from one 'village' to the next one where the church was with all the little coloured flags of the fiesta.
Outside some of this 'villages' coffe was toasting in the sun over white sheets and women were washing clothes and men working the red earth.
Children playing almost nude in the red earth.
I've been watching outside and 'inside' and there's a lot to think about.
We finally reached San Cristobal and found an hotel where we had a shower..... shower, shower.
San Cristobal is really beautiful; a small mountain town with a lot of attention for the indios. Here is the 'motherland' of the EZLN and I also came to know that El Sup Marcos was here yesterday but I missed him because I was doing the laundry! I was almost killing myself, but I didn't know about it if not after the laundry!!!!!! Pretty humiliating!
By the way we ate in the Centro Social where he did the conference, so I felt a little closer to the 'situation'.
Until last night we were thinking about going back to the Riviera Maya through Guatemala and Belize but checking the bus schedule it would have meant to spend 4 nights before the ocean whitout really visiting those places and... we are way too tired to wait 4 more days. So we decided to do the crazy thing and take another bus (this time it's a GranLux one... so Andrea is happy:-)) that we'll take us to Tulum in only 15 hours:-)
I know it's crazy but after a lot of asking and reading guides and planning sounded like the best thing.
Tomorrow morning we should be able to enjoy the Caribbean Mexican Beaches:-))
This is really a beautiful trip!

24 March 2007

Hola

Hola de Mexico!
We arrived in Cancun and the day after we took the first bus to Valladolid, ate there and then another bus to Chichen Itza. At night we went to the archeological sites to see the 'sounds and lights' show and went to sleep. The following day we visited the site and since it was the spring equinox, it was pretty crowded but beautiful.
Then another bus to Merida where, following the instruction of the Lonely Planet we entered the doors of Paradise in the Medio Mundo hotel. A total different standard than the place we have been before... but so beautiful we couldn't refuse to stay there.
Yesterday we took a public transportation to the archeological sites of the Ruta Puuc and Uxmal.
The jungle and the archeological sites are breathtaking.
We took the small digital camera with us but I feel not able to take good pictures. The light is superwhite and shades are everywhere and I wish to take million pictures a minute but I feel blocked. My mouth open in all different directions, looking for iguanas, or other animals I've never seen before or astonished by the overwhelming nature. Cactus growing literally over big threes or such.
I am speechless and wordless and poor in creativity. It's just like if I am fulfilling a big sack with all the colours and emotions and feelings and I hope I'll be able to use those 'things' once back home.
The poverty (expecially in the jungle) is nothing I've every seen or experienced and it gives a lot to think about my everyday life and needs.
The earth is red. RED.
The sky is blue. BLUE.
The nature is really green. GREEN....
I'm almost shocked.
By the way we are healthy, we drink a lot of exotic fruit juices and water because it is REALLY hot.
Tonight we'll catch a bus at 10pm to arrive in Palenque (Chiapas) tomorrow morning, just in time to visit the archeological site and then go on to San Cristobal de las Casas.
Wish I could meet el Subcomandante Marcos!!!:-)
Gotta go now.
Baci

20 March 2007

Ready to go!

Backpacks are ready. Despite my good intentions of going to sleep early, last night we packed until midnight.
I decided to stay light 1 trousers other than the one I wear, 2 t shirts, 2 singlets, one long sleeves shirt, a sweatshirt an hat and a scarf. A pair of flip flops and my light trekking shoes. I also bought a supercool travel-pillow and my sleeping-sheet-bag.
The things that are heavier are the medicines and the beauty case with the repelents and the sun lotion... but it's such a sweet weight to carry since it's so much about HOLIDAY.
In my handbag (a smaller backpack) there is my brick-alike Lonely Planet guide to Mexico, a book and other pubblication about the play of the ball in the Mesoamerica's culture.
Passport is ok. The only thing I hate is that we'll fly on a charter flight of a company I don't like at all... they are ruder than ever and the aircrafts are filthy, and since it's my first time ever on a charter flight I miss the consistency of a ticket. In fact we only have a piece of paper that says that we have to be at the airport at 10.45 and they'll do the rest.
I am always a little anxious when it comes to those 'others' that I know.
Tonight I had this dream of flying to Cancun with a small 6 seats aircraft.

Anyway... jokes apart, I hope I'll update you on my trip in some internet points and cross fingers we don't get in trouble somewhere. But I am positive since
1) my husband has been there (10 years ago) and claims to know everything about this trip without reading any guide and advices :-/
2) my husband speaks spanish (and I do understand pretty everything since it's supersimilar to italian) and I will learn it soon thanks to my spanish podcast,
3) we did not planned everything and we have lots of time to do so on the aircraft.

This is exactly what I needed... just go now... adventure is awaiting!
Baci

15 March 2007

Messico!

I'm on my 'unpaid forced vacation' right now... and I woke up late, had my breakfast and log on my computer for the news and the emails and.... YES!YES!YES!YES! Here it is my confirmation for our flights to Mexico!
My heart is beating faster and I am excited to leave but now I am panicking for all the things that have to be done before the departure...: arrange things for Monocat, cut my hair, de-forest my body from the winter fleece, pay bills, buy medicines and arrange at least the first night in Cancun (we'll arrive in late afternoon) and then buy books to read while in there, read the superfabulous Lonely Planet, plan the trip and everything else.
I'm so much looking forward it! Today's a good day!
Gotta go now. Yoohooo!!!!!

09 March 2007

Random thoughts!

Random thoughts... and actions. I move in no specific direction... I wander.
It may be the weather: the cherry tree is almost blooming, in the garden I had yellow daisy blooming throughout the winter; tulips, hyacinths and narcissus are bloomed and almost finished.
I feel a little lost... it's not use to be spring in late february and early march.
I booked a supercheap flight to Mexico- Cancun or Merida but we'll find out of the confirmation only 3 days before departure due on march the 20th so I'm here with all my fingers crossed waiting for a YES. But at the same time I'd like to read the Lonely Planet and plan the tour of Chiapas and Yucatan but I can't because then, if I can't go, I'll be desperate. So I am saving enthusiasm.
Tomorrow I'll have a 3 hour sewing machine class... so I'll be able to replace zips and take the hem to the trousers. Other 3 hours next saturday.
I should do the gardening but I am waiting to see if I leave to Mexico or not to be more present to my baby plants and grass.
Meanwhile I'm trying not to think about my 11th short term contract at the airport, since I won't have a permanent one this time either... I really don't know what to do.
I wish I could change the world and talk to the heart of some people. I wish politics should just work for the people and not for the money only. I wish we could all live a simpler life with no other needs but to love and live happily.
It may be this Lent period and all the thoughts about inconditional love.

I wish I could just hang with my overseas friends without thinking of the time zone... just have the "Teletrasporto" that was in Star Trek (I don't know the english word... I'm talking about that thing that could bring you somewhere else in a sec... you just go down the beam of light and you are suddenly in another place) and take a cappuccino in a nice place in Portland, or a veggy meal in Malibu, a "Thursday walk" in Cambrige or a cooking exchange in San Antonio.....

That's all for now... random thoughts are getting crazy thoughts inside and out!

22 February 2007

Today's mood!


Today's mood!
Originally uploaded by margiana.

The Government crisis gives my mood the tones of black and grey.
I feel imprisoned in a country with uncertain future. The hopes and dreams I keep cherishing are less and less shareable! It's sad! Of course I know I'll keep them alive and I will act following my ideals but it is so difficult when the querrels are constantly coloured by insults and poor respect.
In the afternoon I went the Social Security Office to present my unemployment request (since last year I did not work from jan to march and also almost 1 month between oct-nov. After this experience I decided to enjoy the city but I forgot that today is Thursday and most of the shops are closed.


I am desperately looking for a winter jacket since I just washed my favourite one and it didn't succeed. But I have a bad relation with the sales.

Usually when the sales start (mid-jan) I feel too fat to buy outfits and trousers (Christmas season's fault:-)), then, once I feel a little better I can't find what I need and now it's all about spring.
So no good luck and no new jacket.
But Spring is ahead and I hope that this barbed wire will free me soon!

21 February 2007

Tylosand the new sofa!


Tylosand the new sofa!
Originally uploaded by margiana.

Here's our purchase: the new Sofa-bed! So if you want to visit Bologna and live in a family-environment with no privacy at all, experimenting the small european spaces and with a cat probably sleeping on your legs, Come Visit Us!!! We have some spare space (maybe some 50square cms each!) to share with you. I know it's not a king size bed but here in Italy it's a double bed!
We now have almost finished to furnish the house. I know that now it looks like a block of the Ikea shop, but the thing that I love of Ikea is that I can at least furnish the house in a stylish way.

We visited several sofa shops and found great and beautiful sofas but they costed 3 times the cost of Tylosand and they had no washable coating or a smaller bed. Monocolo will for sure have a blast for his nails on this sofa and I didn't want to spend a lot of money on something that will be ruined by my 'beaten' ('cause I beat him a lot) cat.


But see? Ikea has the solution. I can change the coating whenever I want with not a big expence; if I want I can add another seat building an L sofa and I can renew it whenever I want. I can personalize the sofa with other pillows and I can use my new sewing machine to create some more cloth thing. Basically I don't care if my house has the same sofa of other thousand homes, I believe the personality of its inhabitans will show off in a way or another:-)

Other than that, the last week has been a cooking week inspired by Sarah's cookery book. Andrea also tried to do some vegetarian maki (not those recipes but very similar) and it all turned out very good!
We invited friends over and were very happy to taste other flavours.


Yesterday I went together with Zita to the sewing-machine-shop where a nice girl explained us the basic function of it. We both subscribed a 6 hours class to learn how to take the hem up the trousers or how to sew zippers. I'm so happy about that. We also had a long breakfast in a nice Bakery-Cafè dressed with lots of political and social talks (those that I love), then on the way back home we decided to stop for a lunch at Trattoria Fantoni...hummmmm I love that place. It is so basic and the food is so genuine and typical.
It turned out a perfect day to fix my tired and disturbed mood.

09 February 2007

Lazy days

I have been at home from for the last 4 days. I've been sick. Not THAT sick but sick enough not to go to work.
I cleaned the house and ironed the epic tower of clothes and tried my new sewing machine(yahooooo). Read my magazines and book.
I had enough sleep at night and had time to relax on the couch, I also had time for dreams (usually I don't remember dreams) and loved to have breakfast at home!
Today, I switched on the TV to watch the news and stayed tuned for an hour or so. The preamble is that I only switch on the TV for the news and for a couple of TV series I watch but this afternoon I indulged on the laziness of the day (it's raining outside and it's sort of cold) and zapped a little. It was years I did not watched MTV so I got over it.

That is what I saw:

1) Room Raiders - 1 girl/boy search in the rooms of 3 boys/girls for interesting things...at the end the girl/boy has to choose 1 of the 3 rooms' owners....

2) One boy has to go on a date with 3 mom and then choose one of their daughters. I'm curious if there's one where a girl has to date with 3 dad to choose one of their sons.

3) Sweet 16 - it's how a girl or boy organize their own 16th b-day party spending how many money possible to satisfy their wishes: big discos, expensive clothes, luxurios cars, expensive Djs etc. The parents of the 'today' girl just spent 300.000$ for a b-day party.

I may have been unlucky and maybe MTV promotes also other kind of programs but I found those shows so stupid and disgusting that I kind of understand the decadence period in which we are living.
I am sure there are a lot of boys and girls who do not watch those silly things but I know there are a lot who do and it somehow scares me.

I just shut down the TV... and go back in my world.

05 February 2007

Museum and Borghese Gallery

We had a beautiful week-end in Rome this time. Flew to Rome (the cost of the train tickets is rising to the stars and now it's almost cheaper to fly) on Friday and came back last night.
On Friday had dinner in a romantic restaurant on the sea. I had a swordfish tartare with crostini and a pasta (only flour and water) with rocket pesto, shrimps and zucchini and a coconut creme caramel...mmmmmmm
On Saturday we went with mom and dad to visit one of the most beautiful museum of Rome: Museo Borghese. This building was thought as a museum. It is small and crowded with Correggio, Tiziano, Bernini, Canova and other famous painters and sculptors.
It is a jewel.
I almost cried while watching Apollo and Daphne by Bernini and got caught by the beauty of Pauline Bonaparte by Canova.
I really wish you could all come to visit Rome and simply drink a little of its beauty. There's so much to see there.
It has been really an experience!
Yesterday it was a summer day. Families walking on the seashore and children dressed in costumes for the carnival.
Today we went to the hospital to support our friend and read the results of her biopsy and ... thanks God she's ok. No bad cells!
Before going to the hospital I saw a crocus bloomed in my garden. Poor little flower it feels the springtime but doesn't know it's still the 5th of feb. :-)
After all this waste of energy I think I'll call sick tomorrow at work since I think I got the intestinal virus... but I am ok. I may need some rest after the rush of the last days:-)

28 January 2007

Cosa Vuoi Che Sia

Gli occhi fanno quel che possono
niente meno e niente più
tutto quello che non vedono
è perché non vuoi vederlo tu

cosa vuoi che sia

passa tutto quanto
solo un po' di tempo e ci riderai su
cosa vuoi che sia
ci sei solo dentro
pagati il tuo conto e pensaci tu

è la vita in cui abiti
niente meno e niente più
sembra un posto in cui si scivola
ma queste cose le sai meglio tu

cosa vuoi che sia
passa tutto quanto
solo un po' di tempo e ci riderai su
cosa vuoi che sia
ci sei solo dentro
pagati il tuo conto e pensaci tu

chi ama meno è meno fragile

tutti dicono così
ma gli occhi fanno quel che devono
solo tu puoi non accorgerti

e il mondo che ti dice "tu pensa alla salute"
e c'è chi pensa a quello
a cui non pensi tu

e il mondo che ti dice
"tu pensa alla salute"
e c'è chi pensa a quello
a cui non pensi tu

cosa vuoi che sia
passa tutto quanto
solo un po' di tempo e ci riderai su

cosa vuoi che sia
ci sei solo dentro
pagati il tuo conto e pensaci tu

e il mondo che ti dice "tu pensa alla salute"

e il mondo che ti dice "tu pensa alla salute"

Ligabue Cosa vuoi che sia - Nome e Cognome

25 January 2007

There's magic in the air....


There's magic in the air....
Originally uploaded by margiana.



It's like blowing wishes in the air. It is such a magical and 'dreamable' thing. Andrea and I one night got out in the garden and started playing with the soap bubble and finished to follow them floating around with childish eyes. That is why I love him so much. He has childish eyes!

This morning I feel gloomy. I woke up and the sky is white. No more fog but ready for snow. The hyacints in the garden are almost blooming and all the bulbs have already their green juicy leaves out of the ground. It's getting colder and winter days are awaited and I am not ready for that after this spring-months. It's just like the seasons are exchanging time... summer-autumn-spring-winter.
I slept until late and then had my breakfast with Elisa playing on the stereo.

One of my dear friend is living her hell out since on Monday she's gonna have a biopsy. Her last smear test had some abnormal results and even if I feel everything is going allright, I can't stop thinking about what she is feeling now. I wish I had the power to clean some of her thoughts off.
Lots of memories of a similar things happened in the past crowd my head. It's not a nice feeling.
The only power I have is the power of prayers and this is what I'm doing. So those bubbles are now lots of prayers send to God...all for her in those days.
If any of you want to join me in praying for her I'll be grateful.
Thanks.

New haircuts


New haircuts
Originally uploaded by margiana.



Today was my day off and Rita and Simona asked me to go out for lunch with them. So we had a walk in the city and then ate at Pane Vino e San Daniele: delicious! We also had a bottle of Schioppettino, a red wine of Friuli. After that we needed a coffe and tooke them to Terzi, my really favourite place to sip a coffe. At that point time to greet but... there's an hair stylist right in front of Terzi (Andrea goes there for his haircut) and I felt I had to go. So I told the girls and instead of saying goodbye they joined me in. But it did not finished here. Rita and Simona cut their hair too. Simona who had long hair decided to cut them short. Now she's a lot more cool. I really love short hair!

15 January 2007

Fog.

Winters in Bologna are usually cold and foggy. This winter is not cold at all, yesterday we had 8°C and it is wierd. But thick fog invades the scenery.
There's no dawn, nor sunset... no moon and stars, only thick grey fog.
Of all the things I got used to living in this region, the fog is something I can't get along with.
It alters my perceptions: muffled sounds, scary shadows, musty smells.
Yes, the smells bothers me as much as the inability to see things clear. I get out around 5am and I don't even worry for what is in front of my bycicle wheels, there's no way I can see anything... the lights of the street lamp, usually very strong, are useless. And the smell... I try to filter it with my scarf that smells of my favourite parfume but still it gets in my nostrils like a subtle ghost and gets in my lungs where I imagine it condensing in polluted water and drowning me.
I bring this imagine it with me the whole day and the mission is try to colour and parfume what remains out of the fog. It's not an easy task and since my physical activities suffer this deprivation of liberty, everything is harder.
Sometimes I feel lost in the fog. I lose every point of reference, I don't know where is north or south or my home or my bike. At work it's destabilizing. I wait for the aircraft to land parked in my place at the stand, than I hear the sound of it, a sound amplified (this time) but can't recognize the type of aircraft (usually I do...I know when there's an MD80. a 737 or an A320 or a small ATR landing)....can't see the light of the Follow Me truck until it's some 10 meters from me... and still don't see the aircraft and then, all of a sudden it appears and can see the big nose of it and it is extremely close!
That makes me think of the sailors and the pirates or of the merchants in the sea. They were brave! Lost in the sea.

Well, it's 3 days my head is aching me terribly. I feel in a ball of glass, can't bear light, nor sounds.
I work, all dressed up from head to toe with double sweaters, special jacket (the only coloured thing), hat, gloves but the head beats every heartbeat.
It's the fog-ghost that doesn't want me to colour the landscape and paints my thoughts of grey and shades of dark.

I shouldn't complain because at least it's not terribly cold but I feel paralyzed by the lack of mobility, the narrow-sight and the colourless landscape.

I need some wind blowing.

07 January 2007

Update!

First of all.... HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Sorry for the lack of entries but had to do a lot of things lately and tried to get over (with no success) to my addiction to the computer.
I left you during the trip to Wien to visit Kathy and her children now boys! We had fun iceskating and eating the original and great tasting sacher torte.
It was really cold compared to the mild temperature of this year december but it was really Christmasty!!! Lots of Christkindlmarket and winter smells! We loved to spend some time with this wonderful family and at the same time we had the chance to enjoy a short-Christmas-vacation. It has been recharging.
After that.... Christmas. We flew to Rome (I found a supersaver fare to fly to Rome) on the 24th we left Bologna at 7.30pm and at 8.30 we were already savouring my mom's Christmas Eve's fish dinner...yummy...
The 25th we spent the whole day at my aunt and cousins's home still eating and eating and eating and on the 26th we had a long walk on the Lungomare of Ostia (the strip that runs parallel to the sea), enjoying the sunset.
Back home on the 27th in the morning and starte working right away.
New Year's Eve as always, we invited friends over to eat some more (I don't want to step on a scale because I don't want to faint after reading the numbers)... and thanks to the dishwashingmachine it was all very easy.
So now in the 2007! Lots of resolutions and lots of wishes...
We had the chance to spend a lot of time together in these days Andrea and I (he's in vacation until tomorrow!!!) and we relaxed and enjoyed the city.

Lots of things going on around us, couples who split and romance that fades away... it is so sad to hear all this. I wish our friends and relatives could be happy with their hearts as I think they are...but then they are not and I wonder on the human ability to hide pain and disappointments and to deal with it.

Sometime I think it is so easy to see in the person I love all that I need... and then I tremble of fear to the thought that I may not see it anymore in the future.... how can it be?

My best wishes for you all is a 2007 full of LOVE and HEALTH. The rest will come next.

I wanted to write some more deeper thoughts but find overwhelmed by emotions in those days and can't use the appropriate words.
Get to organize the 'colours' inside of me!

17 December 2006

Qualcosa che non c'è.

Been busy lately. But I am still happy.
It's a strange period this one. I keep on loving my job and my sweet little home and my husband but at the same time I feel a little asleep. I don't know, it's difficult to explain. It's a time in which I feel I live in a sort of 'emotionally-polluted' world. At work I'm realising there are a lot of clandestine laison within basically everybody and even if I am not a maiden but I still get disturbed by tangled and mixed and interchangeable relations.
At the same time, while those persons change their daily humors depending on the attention of one or another my ego explodes and invades the sky and the air around me. I simply realise how lucky I am to have all that I have.
Of course I get into a melanchonic mood, due to the Christmas season and to the tiredness of the whole year but it's been a special year this one too and I need to keep it in mind.

Tomorrow we'll drive all the way up to Vienna to meet Kathy and her boys and we'll be back on thursday. We'll taste a little of real Christmas atmosphere (here it's still fall:-)).

Here are the words of a song I'm listening in those days.

QUALCOSA CHE NON C'E'
Tutto questo tempo
a chiedermi cos'è che
non mi lascia in pace
tutti questi anni
a chiedermi
se vado veramente bene
così
come sono
così

così un giorno
ho scritto sul quaderno
io farò sognare il mondo
con la musica
non molto tempo dopo
non mi bastava
fare un salto per
raggiungere la felicità
ho aspettato a lungo
qualcosa che non c'è
invece di guardare il sole sorgere
...
questo è sempre stato il modo
per fermare il tempo
e la velocità
passi svelti della gente
la disattenzione
le parole dette
senza l'umiltà
senza cuore così
solo per far rumore
ho aspettato a lungo
qualcosa che non c'è
invece di guardare
il sole sorgere
...
e miracolosamente non
ho smesso di sognare
e miracolosamente
non riesco a non sperare
...
e se c'è un segreto
è fare tutto come
se vedessi solo il sole

un segreto è fare tutto
come se
fare tutto come se
vedessi solo il sole
vedessi solo il sole
vedessi solo il sole

e non
qualcosa che non c'è


Elisa


05 December 2006

Addiction

Good afternoon, my name is G. S. and I am addicted to computers!

I have no computer at home in those days. Andrea is in France for work and he took the laptop with him. I feel lost, lonely and unable to get information. How can it be that? I am not addicted to television, I don't watch it, I may be addicted to radio too, but I am addicted to the web for sure. It's stupid!

Tomorrow I'll leave to Rome for a couple of days and will have access to the web.... yuhoo!!!!!

29 November 2006

At the bus stop


At the bus stop
Originally uploaded by margiana.


Here's my life lately:
1.wake up around 4/4.30;
2.ride my bike to the airport,work, ride back home-light and quick lunch;
3.walk to the bus stop (10/15mins);
4.bus to destination-walk from the bus stop to the twins' house (10/15mins);
5.babysit:usually 2 hours walk around the city with the twins;
6.walk back to the bus stop;
7.bus-walk from the bus stop back home;
8.cook a quick dinner;
9.bed.
You can change the schedule once a week when from point 2 you can add:
3a. ride on the bike to the swimming pool (10mins ride);
4a. secretary work;
5a. ride back home;
start again with point 8.

The good thing is that I can exercise a little with those brisk walks and rides and have not a lot of time for big dinner.
The bad thing is that I am dead tired. The house is a mess and dirt, I have no time to wash clothes and iron them and of course this is also the time of the year in which Andrea gets crazy at work because really busy.
No time to shop for grocery (I don't feel comfortable to go shopping with the twins, I'm not prepared psycologically to respond to their 'scream' in public!).

At least I bring my camera with me everyday and I loaded my I-Pod with tons of podcasts that help me with the english. That means I can somehow improve my english (hopefully) by walking.
Not a lot more to tell since my brain gets blank as soon as it has a minute of rest.
More soon.... hopefully!

07 November 2006

Would you like a tea?


Would you like a tea?
Originally uploaded by margiana.

Last Sunday I had a brunch at Zita's. Zita is a special character who comes and go in my life. She lives in an indefinite space and time and has a dimension of life I've never really got in touch with. But I find her interesting because of this. My mom and my granma as well as a possible daughter of mine would find all interesting topics to discuss with her and exchange opinions. I don't know if I passed it right. But she's an inspiring person.
Anyhow! we finally find the way to get together with Irene and her 5 months old twins Pietro and Sveva and share some time together. Each of us brought something and I cooked blueberry muffin and brought some great apples and walnuts I got from a friend's garden.
We enjoyed our brunch and the company of the babies, talking and chatting about our different path of life.
I enjoyed the Sunday Sun.

31 October 2006

It's Fall!


Apples Originally uploaded by margiana.

And here is the fall....
When I was younger I did not like autumn: it was time to go back to school, no more time to go to the beach and at 5pm is already 'night'.
Lately I find myself really in love with this season.
I love the colours and the lights but above all I love the continuous return to Earth!
Leaves fall to earth transformed by the time in shape and colours, flowers do their last blooming before going to sleep and their colours are astonishing also if I saw them during the whole summer.
In a way it's a more spectacular spring. It's not only about birth but also about death....death with the certainty of a resurrection.
That is why in autumn I prepare the soil for the spring, I plant the bulbs projecting the explotion of the fresh colours of flowers in the spring and put to rest those plants that want to sleep in the winter... I find this full of Hope and Love.
You too have a good day!

25 October 2006

Unpaid holidays

Sorry I haven't been posting lately... but this is always a busy period of the year... busy because I have to distract my mind from the fact that I am jobless again!
I wish I could post some of my wedding pics or some of my everyday life's but since we don't own a pc (see.... Andrea is a pc programmer and doesn't own a pc...aren't we weird?) and I don't want to load the pics on this pc... I'll have to wait until Andrea brings home another pc.
So pics apart... I have been doing lots of things lately.
I'm working at the local swimming pool again but only twice or three times a week, then... from november I'll probably babysit the twins of my friend and meanwhile I hope the airport will call me back!
Andrea and I welcomed our new piece of jewellery in our kitchen: the dish-washing-machine. I know the enthusiasm for this household appliance may sounds strange to Americans since you almost always have it in your kitchen, but this is our absolutely 1st dish-washer and our rythms are happily changing due to its arrival in our life. Not only we'll save water for washing the dishes but we save time that we can spend together!!! The kitchen is now always clean and we can use as many plates and cutlery as we wish. We're happy:-)
Moreover we have been assembling IKEA furnitures in the week end and I still have to put everything in order but I give priority to the gardening because of the good weather.
Yesterday and today is a sunny warm day since Scirocco is blowing and I washed as many clothes possible so to dry out in the sun. I'm back into my gardening since this last summer I did not cuddle it as I use to and once back from the honeymoon I found a lot of plants deceased thanks to my so-called friend who offered to water them:-(
In the future.... lots of clothes to iron, some other cleanings to do, selecting wedding pictures and produce an album and cd and stuff, write and send thank you cards ect.... and enjoy the city a little more.
This is the perfect season to walk around in Bologna. The colours of the fall match with those of the city and the weather still lets you go out.
Gotta go out in my garden now....

10 October 2006

Period of adjustment!

...yes we are home...
yes we are still surrounded by wedding gifts and unpacked backpacks.
Moreover last friday we went to IKEA to buy a new closet for the bathroom and a furniture to put in the 'access area', we also bought 2 chairs and this trolley for the kitchen... so now we have right in the middle of the living room some furniture that we still have to put in their places... the house is dirty and a mess but I had to go to work right the day we arrived and tomorrow is my 'so-to-say' day off...but I'll have to do my houseworks. Moreover the garden is a mess.... some plants have died while we were abroad and the weeds infested the lawn. So...after the house there's the garden.
I also should invite tons of people at home who wants to see pictures of the wedding and I'd like to post some pics on the blog, but it requires a little time.
Hope to be able to do all this soon.

02 October 2006

Back in OUR home!

Just a few lines to tell you we survived the passage from the holiday to OUR own house.... my parents let us barely breath but we are home safe and sound. Tomorrow afternoon I have the late shift at work at the airport but from the day after tomorrow I'll try to start with my life and to contact as much as possible you my friends.
I'm happy!!!

27 September 2006

Last day in Oia!

...yesterday has been a cloudy and rainy day. We spent it in Thira, the capital city of Santorini, walking around like tourists and having a big cup of yoghurt, fruit and honey on a beautiful roof garden overlooking the sea.
Got back home and decided to have dinner in a fancy restaurant. The fact is that we never go out for dinner and really never to fancy restaurant, so it is only once in every trip we make that we decide we can spend a lot more than usual for a special meal. So here we went in this place Ambrosia and Nectar restaurant and enjoyed this wonderful and expensive meal. Great experience expecially when the check arrived. But it was fun!
Tonight there has been a wind storm going around. I was awake almost all night listening to the wind singing!
But this morning... all of a sudden the weather changed and sun came out. We took the car back to the rent a car office and had a walk in the village. Bought some fruit and vegetables and cooked a light lunch and ate in the terrace... I spent a couple of hours sunbathing in the terrace while Andrea slept in the room:-) I went to buy some olives and ouzo and pistachio nut, then had some grapes to prepare a good aperitif to enjoy with the sunset.
After the natural show.... went to have a souvlaki at a place we've never been before.... a simple super/nice place where we ate a lot and spent 1/5 of what we spent yesterday and really enjoyed the dinner together with a couple of young cats asking for meat!:-)
What else? We had our last night walk in Oia and said ciao to all the dogs and cats we met in this place and met more gentle persons. This is really the thing that struck us more.... the gentleness and kindness of the persons: to keep in mind!
Transfer arranged at 5, we'll be in Rome at 10 something....

P.S. didn't told you about my job situation: the chief of personnel called me to ask to work for some 20 days more.... no permanent contract on the way... they'll discuss about the short-term contract position in the second half of october.... meanwhile, I accepted the 20 days more and will be back at work the 3rd:-( a little sad for this news... I was expecting a permanent contract from october the 1st.... but it's ok.... I've got an husband who watches over me:-)

26 September 2006

A whole day at the beach!

Yesterday it was a gorgeous day! Sunny and warm with a slight wind blowing... we rent a car a small yellow Peugeot 107 and went to Vlychada beach, our favourite beach in Santorini. This beach is beautiful because of the cliffs carved by the wind and because it's never crowded. We spent the day there...we had several bath in the Aegean sea and enjoyed the sun and a good yogurt with fruit:-))
At night we went to the lighthouse to enjoy the fading sunset and finally had dinner in a sort of greek fast food:-)
Went to bed and found out poor Andrea has the fever!!!
And today another cloudy day!

On a sadder note: sounds like my job contract is not in good shape... they may ask me to work for another 20 days and then they'll discuss about our (some 30 persons) short term contracts after mid october:-( Cross fingers!

25 September 2006

Rainy day!

Yesterday it has been a really rainy day! At night the room was lit up by lightnings... in the morning the caldera was covered by heavy grey clouds.
So we poor newlyweds decided to spend the rest of the day in the room :-) We had breakfast, bought some postcards and came back home!!
We also bought some food and had lunch on the terrace (in a brief moment of sunshine!) and had a super greek salad (to eat something new!) withOUT onion but we couln't miss the tzatziki and grapes!
Around 6pm the sun came out again to show us the most beautiful sunset that we enjoyed from our terrace with great envy of those who were paying for a ouzo in the roof garden of the bar in front of us!:-)
But today..... it's sunny and we are going to rent a car (we now have almost a bronchitis, after the scooter's run and the windy but romantic dinner on the roof garden of a nice restaurant overlooking the caldera...) and enjoy the beach!

23 September 2006

Boat trip to the caldera!

This morning we woke up with a thunderstorm on the air! Buckets of rain were pouring down and water entered in the room from the closed windows. Thunders and lightnings did their show. Here they are not used at the rain (see also Santorini cultivation).... and said that it was more than 4 months that did not rain. So we woke up and had breakfast in the hall of the hotel (since the only place for breakfast is on the swimming pool edge because they do not even consider the possibility of strong rain!) and we asked to call the travel agency because we booked a boat trip on the volcano. The excursion was not cancelled... in fact around 10 the sun came up again and everything was back in its place!... we got on the boat and went to Caldera visiting the volcano of Nea Kameli, Palea Kameli where we had a swim in the hot springs and Thilassia were we had lunch. The panorama was beautiful, the sun shine the whole day and we arrived in Armeni Port (the old port of Santorini) where we stepped all our way up to Oia, just in time to have a shower and to see the famous, beautiful sunset.
We also attended to a ChristianOrtodox mass... we heard chants from the church and we went in. They offered us their bread and it was pretty much a touching moments.
Gotta go....

22 September 2006

A walk at dawn!

Woke up at 6.30am today and push Andrea out of bed.... of course he wasn't happy about that but I wanted to go out early and see the Oia village still asleep! It was breathtaking! Took some picture (I'll load them once back home) and breath the fresh air of the early morning. Oia looks totally different when people is not around... old houses are more visible and the colourful doors (usually open) are all closed to show their special beauty.
I loved that walk... then we had breakfast and took our scooter again to reach Mesa Pigadia a beach at the southermost part of the island... The beach is all made with black round stones and there's this small restaurant (the only one) overlooking the sea and the small bay. We had lunch there...it is run by a family, granpa, dad, wife, and a couple of children... and some friends of the granpa. The food was great and the environment simply faboulous. Got our drive back home... on the windy scooter and had a shower... again we went out for food and had dinner in a fancy restaurant.... it has been a great day!

20 September 2006

Santorini

We arrived in Santorini at the sunrise. The airport is almost on the beach! We got the bus to Oia (where we decided to stay) and went to the travel agency right in front of the bus station... exactly how the Lonely Planet Guide said, they are way more than gentle and showed us a couple of "hotels" to choose. Here, despite the end of the summer it's still high season and it's all fully booked! We decided to stay at Museum spa Hotel . Like most of the hotels here, this one was a private home, then a musem and now a Best Western hotel... there's the swimming pool and a nice terrace to watch the famous Oia sunset. We had lunch in a beautiful restaurant overlooking the caldera and then went to sleep since this morning we woke up at 3am. Woke up and found out we lost the sunset!!! It was 8pm!!!! So we went out had lunch... we ate a little too much and a little too fried! We ordered a greek salad that despite of the heavy breath it's really healthy and I was just thinking that we are eating right and healthy... (the vegetables are really really fresh here!) but then the zucchini balls and the stuffed eggplats arrived and all my "healthy" thoughts flew away! Now we are full and just had a walk in this romantic village. It is soooo beautiful!!!

18 September 2006

Honeymoon!

So here we are in Athens. We are enjoying this chaotic and noisy city as well as its inhabitants... We visited the Acropolis and all the ancients ruins... also had a long walk up to Lycavittus hill and saw the view... poor us today it-s raining and it started while we were having our dinner at the nice small port of Mikrolimano in the Pireo. We had to take a taxi and now are back home safe and sound. Have a lots of things to say but small time. I-m using a greek keyboard and it-s a little difficult.... hope to write more soon. We are really having fun!

...about the wedding!

Our wedding was great! Of course this is my point of view so it may not be objective but.... I loved that day and will for the rest of my days. I was beautiful like I-ve never been before. I was not nervous... just a tear when Andrea saw me and told me - You are beautiful!- in a way he never did before. The ceremony was perfect. The pries Pier Luigi was happy to celebrate it for us and said important words. I did not cried nor got wrong with the things to say. We looked at each other with loving eyes and it has been great.... There-s a lot more to say but I-ll write more when back home putting pictures and more precise impressions...
Know I-m happy!

13 September 2006

The day before the wedding....

Up and down in Rome.... got the wedding dress... tears out of my eyes for no reason. I left Andrea at the hotel.... I don't want to stay without him.... lots of phone calls, lots of people coming to visit... lots of unknown traditions... lts of people who pretend to know how I feel.... lots of emotions packed in my small heart.... I'm confused...think I'm happy but I'm looking forward to the ceremony.... a little worried but it's ok... just want to go to sleep and I still have things to do.:-(
Domani è un altro giorno.

12 September 2006

Touching moments

We are rushing and hurrying around..... gotta go there and buy this and then remember to buy that and so on...
On the to-do-list of yesterday there was also the visit to Andra's uncle, the brother of his father. It's a couple of years we don't see him and his partner Enova.
So we went to zio Gino to bring them the candy box. She's 84 and he's almost 83 so we knew they could not be to the ceremony.
We went there and he barely recognized Andrea. He's phisically in shape (as an 83 y.o. man can be) but he's loosing his memory. And we stayed there half an hour and it has been a very touching moment.
Andrea was shocked to see his only link to his dad's family out of work... Zio Gino understands everything but do not remember. While crying he said some very important things.
He was making a statement on his situation and he said that of course life is a great gift but he was complaining because at a certain time he wish to stop with it and that he's happy to live only because Enova lives, otherwise..... it wouldn't be worth. He continued saying: "to love each other is the only important thing in life".
Should I tell you I was crying like a fountain?
He said he has been content in his life. He adopted a young girl when he was younger and he loved her as his own child.... he was remembering this and said "I had not a lot of money but.... better to spend those money for someone in need than for other things." Should I tell you how my eyes were spilling salted water?
It has been very touching. Seeing he's frustration for not remembering about Andrea.... nowing that he is his niece but still an unknown.
Andrea was crying too telling him how much he loves him.... and me... I was almost drowning...
The thought is: even if he lost his memory he still had 'important' things to say... those coming from the heart, those coming from a long life, those coming from up above.
Gotta really go and live to Rome.

11 September 2006

Gotta go and get married:-)

Last day here in Bologna.... need to prepare the bags for the honeymoon, prepare the house for being abandoned for some 20 days.... arrange things for Monocat and do the last things for our wedding day.
I think I'm ready if not for the horrible cold and throatache and now cough that it's killing me.... so I'll probably be sneezing and coughing and aching on the 14 sep... but it's ok... I'll be there!
Yuppie!!!!!!!
I'm excited.

06 September 2006

wedding.... it's all about somebody else!

I got this great chance to drive down to Rome by myself. Andrea left on Monday to Catania (Sicily) for work and he flew back to Rome the same night, so that on Tuesday we had time to arrange the last things together.
I love to drive by myself. I worked from 5.15am to 9.45 then went back home.... prepared Monocolo for a 2 days vacation from parents and the house and packed something, choosed cds and started driving through, Emilia Romagna, Toscana, Umbria and Lazio...
My soundtrack was Negramaro, Bruce Springsteen and U2. I loved it. Time to stay with me.
Everlasting music...good for my soul. Me and the road.... the nature seen from a small-fast-car on a tongue of autostrada.... during a special moment of my life....
Andrea is gone for a day. I miss his company for the trip but it is soooo long I don't take a ride by myself.
A long trip through Montana comes back on my mind.... pink rockies, cool waters running down the mountains... a sky full of stars and No Doubt and Dire Straits playing: I was happy!
So, as the notes play and the words go by I feel in peace: I AM GETTING MARRIED IN 10 DAYS!
And I'm not scared.... I actually really love it!
I am conscious of what I am going to promise and that makes me feel so free and productive and an adult... and other millions things I don't know how to explain.
I keep on driving.... and I feel relaxed or tired.... well both... I feel serene and almost ready to face my parents and relatives and to support them in what seems to be their business more than mine.
I get to my aunt's home and from there we go to the restaurant to fix the last thing. My mom is worried because the streets to go there are difficult and curvy.... and because some people may get lost..: no matter I already told her we're going to print maps and that there are also very clear directions on the roads.
Finished with the restaurant.
Yesterday we went to the (hopefully) last try of the wedding dress...the dress is still to finish. I can't believe it takes forever.... but I am not worried, I simply imagine the tailor needs her time to do it and she won't let me walk the aile of the church with my jeans on... if not she'll get killed by my mom.
Then... I had an appointment with the priest but he postponed in the afternoon so we had to go back to Ostia. My mom was getting crazy: 'the dress is still not finished and we still have to do lots of things.... flowers and church and priest and rings.....'. No matter if I am calm. Go to Ostia and talk to the florist for my bouquet (ok done)...then went home and eat lunch. After that Andrea and I went to the church and talked to the priest (done), then to the jewelry to buy the ring (done) then back home to sleep (done).
So we finally did everything but once back home the feeling is I did not accomplished anything because mom is nervous, and anxious and everything like this.
No matter you tell her to calm down, that we are happy whatever it happens, that we will be so few and friends and relatives that will be ok..... she doesn't care.
So I think that to be a bride-to-be consists mainly in trying to maintain the calm and to understand that it is all about somebody else's anxiety.... I just breath and think white and green and so it will be my wedding.
My mom is master in letting me think that:
- other's wedding were great;
- she won't cry because she did not cried at her own wedding;
- I am beautiful but I could head for more beauty.... (this is a weird topic: I have never claimed to be beautiful nor to expecially care for it... and I don't think how people can think you can be beautiful at your wedding.... usually you are dead tired, no sleep brings you black bags under your eyes and swallen eyes, usually stress improve the rate of your pimple and the colour of your skin is horrible unless you make those super expensive treatments..... moreover the period does all possible tricks to invite itself to your wedding with everything that concern his presence like PMS, swallen breast and water retention.... so that your wedding dress may not fits you like you thought).....
- everybody will look at you and see the results of your anchestors, so you better act good;
- people expects to eat well and a lot, feel good and have fun.....

....so and what if I want a simple wedding so that people can concentrate on the meaning of the wedding itself? Is it possible? Can a simple wish like this come true? Or maybe not.... this is a wedding and people knows everything about it!

04 September 2006

Surprise!

Let's talk about this super Surprise I got lately.
There is this group of girl friends of mine... we are 5 all different in shape and colours and education.... call-sign: Spice friends... it's silly and stupid but it works! It's something that I wouldn't count on in my past but it turns out to be a very nice and supportive group.

Now...they helped me out a lot for this wedding and I knew they would have organized something for my farwell to sprinsterhood!

I was really worried and upset of it. I was afraid I had to go in one of those silly places where women want to claim their 'equality' to men's lust.... and I told them I wouldn't go.
By the way, my august rosters came out with this 2 days off at the end of august that were pretty unusual, so I asked around the reasons for this extra day off the answers were always very vague.

The 20 of aug we had a Spice dinner to celebrate the so called Posh-Fabiola-Spice's b-day.
And after her b-day present there was one for me.
A big green box and inside a beautiful picture album with some pictures of the 5 of us during our annual 2-days-Spice vacation. Inside the album each of them wrote touching and loving words so that my tears were able to creaty a salty swimming pool. Moreover, they wrote down a perfect plan for our 2 days and half vacation.
aug 29: after work we leave headed to Riccione (sea) for an half day sunbathing. Dinner in Riccione. Then we go to Santa Sofia (where Posh-Spice mom lives in a beautiful old country house) and we'll stay there for a 2 days relaxing vacation cuddled by the super-Posh-Spice-mom who already cooked cakes and was ready for bbqs and walks on the appenines:-)
I was super happy, it was a perfect timing and the perfect way to let me relax.

So here comes the 29th and they pick me up at home.... in the bag I put some warm clothes and pijiama because in the mountains it's usually colder.... my bikini and solar protections and my jeans and t-shirt.
We arrive at in Riccione and they park in an hotel parking lot. I did not understand why... I was concerned to receive some ticket because of the wrong parking.... but they gave me a folder with their pictures and comments on how I felt into a trap!
I was wrong.... they prepared for me a different program: 2 nights in this 4 stars hotel and a spa schedule with a body peeling with sand and shell powder, thermal shower, some french-named-massage, a facial tratment, a super relaxing massage and the access to the wellness beach with special thermal pools.

I won't describe the happiness. We spent some 3 days cuddled by the hands of experts masseuses. We all did the program and they payed for me in whole.
I came out of this 3 days vacation more than relaxed and with the knowledge of having special persons around me....
I am happy, and relaxed and beauty (or at least I feel so!).
Gotta run to Rome for the last things....